Crossroads...

I didn't understand that word until it happened to me after graduation. it's so weird. I thought that after college I'd have something going on. even a plan for.. something.. but right now I feel like I'm at the in-between stages and it's confusing and somewhat scary. maybe this is me being shaky about who I am in Christ. I need to be filled with Joy in God and I know this but I haven't dived in to God's word. How can this Holy God love a sinner like me? and love me with a zeal that is terrifyingly yet amazingly unfathomable? and He is most glorified in me when I am most satisfied in him... yet I find that it is impossible to desire God in my fallen state, only He can by His spirit, create in me a desire for Him more than this whole world and everything it has to offer.

this is the cry of my heart... helpless yet with hope for radical change.

Ups and downs

May the words of my mouth
and the meditation from my heart
be pleasing to you
My God

You're my rock and my redeemer
You're the reason that i sing
i desire to give a blessing
in Your eyes
every hour and every moment
Lord i want to be your servant
i desire to be a blessing
in Your eyes

I have 2 weeks left before I officially finish college. tis a strange feeling. i think the confusion is setting in. Father in Heaven, help me treasure my last days and be excited about what the future holds as I live my days in surrender to you.

Yet again a mini-new experience

So I embark on a mission to Guadalajara Mexico in about 24 hrs. I have no idea what this experience will look like but I am hopeful that I will see God do great things in a week. He can use whoever He will whenever He wants. Please pray that God's glory will be magnified in the lives of Soar:Mexico missionaries, that our time will not be wasted but redeemed for Christ.

We desperately need His guidance and direction as well as strength to be courageous about the the Gospel :)

my on my how Harvard has changed

From the “Rules and Precepts Observed at Harvard College”, dated September 26, 1642:

“Let every student be plainly instructed, and earnestly pressed to consider well, the main end of his life and studies is to know God and Jesus Christ which is eternal life (John 17:3) and therefore to lay Christ in the bottom, as the only foundation of all sound knowledge and learning. And seeing the Lord only giveth wisdom, let every one seriously set himself by prayer in secret to seek it of him (Proverbs 2, 3).”